I realize my demise is clearly tied
to the choices that are made today
Think twice and analize,
that path outside is leading you the wrong way
Leading me the wrong way
Why am I self destructive?
My concience calls me out
I am so self destructive.
My concience calls me out
Look in and begin too see the trend
This pattern of behaviour that kills
what is right in our lives
Destroying what is sacred
I need to take control,
I need to let it go
Why do I put you through this?
My mind is rendered useless
Just a place for me to be blunt and say what I need to say so I don't implode.
Friday, March 29, 2013
Monday, March 25, 2013
Failing
Yet again, I'm starting to fail my classes. One by one my grades are dropping because I just don't care anymore. I don't want to do this. I don't want to be here anymore. I just want to be alone. Not doing anything.
Sunday, March 24, 2013
Slipping
Last night, you talked me out of suicide and convinced me to sleep instead. To call you in the morning.
Today, I don't exist.
Today, I don't exist.
Saturday, March 9, 2013
Wondering
What if things go really well on Tuesday?
What if I come home really, truly happy?
I don't know how I'll react to it all.
But then again, going on a date with an ex's best friend could be a bit complicated in the first place.
Guess I'll just have to wait and see where all this goes. Kinda hoping for the best and beyond excited for Tuesday.
What if I come home really, truly happy?
I don't know how I'll react to it all.
But then again, going on a date with an ex's best friend could be a bit complicated in the first place.
Guess I'll just have to wait and see where all this goes. Kinda hoping for the best and beyond excited for Tuesday.
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